How Much is Friendship Worth?

"No wonder they always don't want to tell you things!"

This line hit me hard. Really hard. As if someone just throw a extra super big rock at me. I didn't know what to say anymore. The journey back home was kind of tense for me. I just looked out of the bus window blankly, thoughts running through my mind. Am I that unreliable? If I am so, why are they still around me and faking our friendship? I realised now that I am like the lowest in the chain. I am not told of all the happenings, or the juicest gossips among us. So much for being in intelligence. Ironic.

After what happened today, I think the group won't trust me as much anymore. So. I guess I won't be hearing from them in a while. Now I understand what they meant by "Your friend today may be your enemy tomorrow. "

Let this be a test of the eight years friendship that we share ba.