Friday, September 19, 2008

对不起...

我觉得我对不起了很多很多人,很多很多朋友。I looked back at myself, my life. If my life were a movie, I guess that it will be the worst selling movie that no one wants to watch; It's the kind of movie that will end up in the night market that sells for $1 per copy and even so, no one wants to buy it; Channel 5 will not even think of screening the movie; 8 Days will not even give me half a star for having the courage to show such a loser movie.
So I changed my blog title; I think it suits me, a loser, better.
Zhi Xiang: I'm... sorry. I know I've created a big mess, and I am selfish enough to leave you with it, to create up the mess that I've created. 6 months we have stayed in the same bunk, you are more than just a bed buddy to me; you are a good friend. I treat you like my own brother. When there's shit like area cleaning and everything, we will go through it together. Now I'm no more there, I'm really sorry about leaving you behind to 背my黑锅. Sorry. 对不起...
I had this strange habit of going to Khatib MacDonalds and go upstairs and look around the premises. I guess I was hoping to find someone there. Someone I know. When I do see someone I know, I will be like... brighten up a little.
I want an eraser to erase the mistakes that I have made...
[I have not finish this entry]
[simply loser zishen]

1 comment:

milk` said...

heys i'm sorry i made you feel like that during that movie outing last week. and thanks for making me feel better for the past 2 days, really appreciate it. (: