I have, like, 400 over friends on Friendster; I have countless contacts on MSN messager. But what's the use? What's the point? I'm still alone. Like now; I just opened several chat windows with a few 'friends'. It's almost half an hour already, only one reply. One. So what's the use of having so many friends on Friendster and MSN? It means nothing. Nothing.
世界上没有永远的朋友. And like what Jin Tai told me over and over again: 朋友是假的; 世界上没有真正的朋友. 我现在才领悟到这个道理. I have been lying to myself. I have been deceiving myself from this cruel world. I had this false hope wishing that the world is full of hope. Until now. The world has turned it's back on me.
There is light at the end of the tunnel. At least in times of trouble I know who my friends are, who my true friends are... like Gim Hock. From strangers, to section mates, to acquaintances, to friends, to buddy, to brothers... I missed his company.
Perhaps the reason that I'm blogging now it's because I can't find someone to listen to my problems. And I tend to get rather emotional when talking. All I need is for someone to listen to me. All I need is a true friend. Is that too much to ask?!
Sorry for this random entry.
[simply loser zishen]
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