Escape

I need an escape from the world. I want to shut my window on the world.

I remember a line from the movie Forgetting Sarah Marshall: If life give you lemons, just say fuck the lemons.

I wish life was that easy.

I want to laze around some more. God will you give me a day or two to do that, so that I would be feeling guilty when I do?

I have disappeared since morning, hiding myself away from the world. Right now, I feel cold. I have accomplished quite some stuffs in the morning, like finish revising for a topic, and redo a tutorial without referring to the solution set. But what is the reason that I still feel lousy? Maybe because I have not adjust back to the study mode, after two years of wearing the green helmet and another eight months plus of calling stupid employers.

I miss my god-life self three years, doing every maths question with no pain and so much ease. And my favourite line “A waste of my talents.” Also another reason why I feel lousy, because of my attachment to previous condition of living.

It’s really cold here.