So here I am. I just returned from grandma's place. Am a bit bored down there actually, and tired. I just feel like blogging. Well I guess I've made it part of my life now. I just need to tell people how I feel about what has been going on in my life. I guess I'm that kind of person that am afraid to be alone. I have always been alone since grade five, ever since my mum starts working. I guess I'm afraid to be like that again, although I'm kind of free to do with I desire.
I remember this place. It's the bus interchange at Sengkang, the waiting place for bus service 965. This is the place where I last saw Gim Hock, on 30th Septmber. The place where we parted after our last meet up for dinner. He promised me that we will meet up soon. I hope he keeps his promise.
I'm online most of the time now because I was hoping that he would come online. It's not me to stay up after eleven at night 'cause it's just not me. But now I find myself online until one plus two in the morning. Zhi Xiang will know. Part of the reason that I'm online is because he's online. I will know where to find him. Laughs.
I think that I am really thinking too much, especially so for Gim Hock and Zhi Xiang. I don't know why.
even couples also need time off for themselves, wad more friends? esp guys lah. some guys r juz so blunt sometimes they would b totally oblivious to others feelings
so ya lor.. dont b upset or disappointed. if they're truly ur friends, they'll stick around for a long time to come
These are Waye Ning's word. So even though Gim Hock never really message me what-so-ever, I am glad 'cause I know that he is okay and that's why he didn't contact me. Furthermore he has his girlfriend. So I shouldn't be like suoffcating him or disturbing his life. Zhi Xiang has his life too.
I'm just too close for comfort to them, ever since I lost a friend.
[simply lonely zishen]
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