癒しの瞬

Today's title is in Japanese. It's a title of a soundtrack from Hero, the Japanese movie. From what Kang Wei says, 癒しの瞬 means something like 'healing blink'.

I guess I'm 'healing' from my emo-ness. Slowly. I think I learn something from the past few months: Friends stick together to the end, and no one should be left behind or forgotten. I will remember those who had left my life, and the times we have shared... Although I can't stop my friends from coming and going, but I wouldn't miss it for the world. I know who are my true friends now. And I am happy actually.

That day I saw her. She's with another guy. I ought to be jealous. But strangely, I'm not. I'm actually happy, like just to see her. And I don't feel anything le. Normally when I'm with her or if I see her, I will be like.... woohoo! But now, that 'woohoo' feeling is gone. And I am delighted. 拿得起，放得下，是快乐之本。I understand now.

I want to thank those who had called me, text messaged me and/or comfort me on MSN. Thank you. Gim Hock. Zhi Xiang. Li Min. Jason. Sheng Yu. Wei Lun. Marilyn. Elton. Matthew. Just to name a few, in no particular order. A very big thank you from me!

My birthday is coming soon. So am looking forward to it! ;) Let's see how many people actually remembered.

[simply loser zishen]