anger in rage

suppose to be quite neutral today. last day of holiday lessons le i tell myself when i woke up and dun feel like going college for holiday lessons. last day le, so just get over with it. so push myself to shower then go college. soon yong was waiting for me in canteen. sort of msg me last night during chalet that he need my copy of maths prelim paper 2006 to mark his solutions, cuz out of nowhere mrs kwang wants it handed in.

first lesson is mathe lecture. as usual, mrs kwang will spend abt 10 to 15 mins scolding ppl. haha. can tell that she's always arrowing our class one, esp the gals. went thru prelim paper 2005. had to fight myself to pay attention. one hour break after that, so just eat then tok cock with the classmates. haha. tok abt that time lakshman nearly let us strike 4D, cuz the first time he help us collect our plates and return them to the container. maths tutorial. haha. half an hour mrs kwang was toking abt 95% attendance. then she say the names of ppl below the 95%. haha. then they all kept on 'agruing' that some days are not valid, cuz it's wed, saturday or holiday. haha.

tot it would be mrs liang today for computing. but it's mr ho.... again. sucks mann! okie, just dun bother him, i tell myself since that thingy ytd. went thru part c for mock coursework 1 then need to copy the outline from his slides. bloody hell! cant he just freaking use the printer?! nearing the end of lesson, he say we need to come back next week for lessons. then he purposely pick tuesday somemore!!! f*** loh! he knows i got chalet that day then he purposely wan find fault with me. then he kept looking at me when he said that. his eyes are like saying "my-words-are-final-and-nth-you-say-can-change-it ". bloody hell. he just wants to take me out. bloody f***er! i know i'm not in the best positon to challenge him. neither am i in the position where i can go against him and dun come - if i dun come he sure find fault with me and i'll get into trouble.

i sense a storm coming.

kevin and i went for long john lunch. haaaiii. not really in the best mood to eat also. afterthat he left first and i go walk walk. popular. precious tots. then went back.

now i'm extremely angry le. mr ho is ALWAYS finding fault with me. looks like there's nth i can do abt it. storm's coming. he like to play, then i will game along with him. now i'm angry with rage. he is always ruining me life!!!! always somehow got one computing lesson pop out from nowhere one. last min kind somemore. then he will like say me for being late, when he himself is so last min. coursework also like that. dunno when got one. then out of the blue, suddenly got one. f*** loh.

bouncer G now is angry in rage!!!