missing her...

she use to be walking to college. down yishun ring road. right in front of me.

i would purposely 'camp' at naval base sec sch to wait. wait for her to come round. when she does, usually with someone, i will tail them. say me pervent or what, but just looking at her, even her back, warms me.

only when we reach the college's parade square will i go up to her to say hi.

and i'm missing those days. and i'm missing her. everyday. every hour. every now and then.

now i'm still going to college, walking along ring road. but she's not there anymore.

she's not there when i turn back....

...nor is she in front of me anymore.

i'm missing her. so much.


but i dun have the courage to tell her i love her and wanna to be with her.



i'm a bloody failure!