Gimme Gim

Today is quite a slack day. I was using the Internet most of the time throughout the day at work. My company went for deployment already, so guess I won't be able to see them for the next couple of weeks.

I went off around 5.30pm. I am suppose to meet Gim Hock for dinner but I don't know exactly what time he book out, so I decided to go home like wash up and change first before meeting him. Well, when I am waiting for the train at Bukit Batok, he called, say he just book out. Initially the plan was to eat at Yishun. But I'm still at Bukit Batok and it won't be reasonable for him to wait for me at Khatib, so I tell him to go home and rest first then I meet him at Sengkang instead. Yishun like also very boring already; nothing much to do.

And loser me; I missed the bus by like 100 metres. In the end I had to wait like 15 minutes for the next one to arrive. So stupid; waste my precious time! The bus journey to Sengkang was spent mostly on browsing my handphone and text messaging Lijun, or more commonly known to us as 大姐, 'cause I need to find out some things for myself.

Gim Hock appears to be the same since last time I saw him, which is like 2 months ago. I don't know whether that's good or bad. Anyway, I am more than happy to see him again. And I think he's a damn popular person; everytime I go out with him, we are sure to bump into someone he knows one. We both are very indecisive people 'cause we can't decide on a place to eat. It took us a while to finally decide to eat Sakura Thai Chinese Food in Compass Point. There's like one group of people like custered outside, making us like confused 'cause we don't know whether they are queuing up or not. 'Cause we two person only, we got our seats pretty fast. We are like talking a lot a lot about army stuffs while waiting for our food.

After dinner, we went loitering around Best and Action City. It's almost ten already and most of the shops had already closed. Gim went over to 7 Eleven to grab a drink first before we head to the interchange to wait for our buses. Gim insisted on waiting for mine with me first. Two of his buses went off before mine came. Goodbye with him was never the fun part. On the bus, just seeing his back view distancing was already hard enough. I hope I can see him soon.

Gim: Thanks for coming out today. Just simply thanks. I don't know what else to say already. I will always remember the times we spent together, the tough times we have endured. You have come a long long way and before you know it, you are getting commission. I truly am proud to be your buddy in BMT, and I wished that we were still there, together, side by side... until the very end of time... I'm sorry I can't be any better. I'm sorry for making you worried for me. I'm sorry for being your burden. I wished I was stronger. Stronger like you...

Lijun: Although I say I don't really care, I guess it's not true. But I don't know. Sometimes I wished I could just give it up altogether since he puts it in such a way that his girlfriend is much more important now as compared to our friendship. I really really don't appreciate this from him, after all that I have done. Perhaps it's truly meant to be this way, like you and him before me. Maybe you are right. You are right about the first thing I asked you just now.

Zhi Xiang: I just wanna say sorry. I don't know what I'm sorry for, but I just feel that 我对不起你. So, sorry.

Marilyn: Thanks, for your concern. Appreciated. You have been a great friend since secondary school and I appreciate you keeping watch over my back everytime.

[simly loser zishen]