I FEEL LOUSY

I feel sick. In fact, I am sick. I am having flu, sore throat and headache since last week until now. Today it got a little bit worse after the battalion celebration at Yishun Safra. The sun stared down at us. Damn hot. Then I was in the pool. Damn cold. Suddenly rain a while. After that I don't feel well anymore. But I didn't report sick. I feel that if I report sick, my platoon mates will say me "cao geng". Anyway I should be use to it le ba. As in my platoon mates kept taking advantage of us and making fun of us and picking on us and everything. ("us" refers to the tekong ppl tat kana posted there.) Sorry i'm not suppose to blog much about the army; it's illegal.

I finally sms janson tat day, after dunno lyk so many weeks.

I bought a new phone. Nokia 6500 Slide.

Am going out with Peishan this Saturday.

I missed my baby brother. Being with him today makes me feel happy, and sad at the same time. Happy cuz i can be with him. Sad cuz it's going to end soon, and i know he doesn't lyk me tat much now; he only looks for mum now. he only looks for me when i say i'm going to bring him out.

I FEEL INFERIOR!!! i am always resided into the background, even with my friends. I AM A BACKUP PLAN!!! ppl call me out cuz i am a backup plan. my sisters also jux quarrelled tat day; now they r not toking to each other. cold war. my second aunt is in ttsh. 3 months le. not everyone went to visit her.

I FEEL LOUSY!!! I FEEL SICK!!! CANT THINGS JUST GO RIGHT FOR A WHILE??!!!