today

wake up 9.30 in the morning. haaaiii. slept quite late ytd night. just couldnt stay

focus coz kept thinking abt her. somtimes i wanna cry. feel so helpless and

useless.

went nee soon cc to study around 11 o'clock. wanna do mathe tutorial s6 but

realise my whole stack of lecture notes was with vincent. forgetful me. so

attempt the prelim paper instead. then tml still need to hand in physics file for

checking. haaaaiii.

大舅母strike lottery that day so she treated us for a feast at grandma's place.

okie loh. quite a lot of fun, especially seeing my cousins. talk abt stuffs; cousin

lynn kept talking abt the western food store uncle trying to cheat her $10 when

she at khatib there going to buy the 童子鸡; cousin mabel and jean was like

totally blur when 大舅母, cousin lynn and me went chong pang to pick them up

coz they tot it's 大舅coming. yah then we just joke joke around. the day's

entertainer is of course 弟弟. pattern king loh. lolx.

zi peng is the one who keeps me positive abt life and makes me happy all this

while when i was down. think i couldnt have make it this far without him and of

course my friends, in sec sch and in college.

四表哥makes an important remark to me; he asked me what does ABCDEFG

stands for. well, it stands for A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl;

meaning if you really like a gal, you must like go all out for her, even if it means

giving up with you have, including your life.

i am willing to do that for her. i can shout it out loud: i love her! veri much!