counting down to prelims

quite a pleasant day actually today, althought prelims is only like, what, 17 more days to go. still got much to complete. really should have ASP continue for this week. cuz i think i wont be there wei da to really sit down and study. then with ASP the tutors will go thru important stuffs loh. i think more fruitful then studying by ourselves.

but no matter. went to study with andrew at north point mac at 10.30am. then something tells me that np mac always like veri full one. so i went around 9am like that, so that i can find a good seat to study. was at khatib mrt station waiting for train go down yishun when i saw peishan. i call her but she nv hear cuz she listening to iPod. so went up to her, then say hi, then go liao, cuz my train here already.

reach mac and wow, so full le. found a seat and when i was about to sit down, one auntie rushed over then just drop herself on the chair. omg loh. i saw the seat first. stand around for a while before finding another seat. quite fruitful today; studied network and files for computing. teach andrew maths on vectors before knowing that there are a lot of concepts i still dunno. haha. in the end it's andrew who taught me the concepts. now i know the importance of 不耻下问. also got to know more abt andrew.

went off at 1.35pm like that. andrew going to meet soon long to study geography in town. he say he need to study with someone in order to focus. went to grandma's place after we parted at khatib. watched harry potter goblet of fire with my cousins there.

prelims coming. jia you to me and my fellow college mates. and all the best to my friends in uni!

i am a dreamer

oh, and i chance upon this little 'poem' i wrote some times back, entitled 'I am a Dreamer'. this is for the one i love, and i hope she's doing well.

I am a Dreamer

I am a dreamer, my power hides within...
My world is made of dreams and love and uncertainty,
But something that I cant imagine must be hidden inside
Just like the trees that head to the sky,
I watch you with a straight gaze.

I want to find it;
I want to make it come true;
I believe you, and with just that,
There is nothing I cant overcome.

Like singing, like a miracle,
My feelings keep changing everything;
I’m sure, doubtless,
So much that you’d be surprised...

ah ma birthday

haha. dunno what's wrong with me; kept waking up like every 2 hours in the night. my mouth still veri tight from the oral surgery. especially the right side. still have to put cotton there to stop the blood from flowing out. finally woke up at 7 in the morning. do a little maths, but cant concentrate. laze around. 8 plus like then i went khatib buy porridge and a bottle of barley drink from ntuc. haha. wanna laugh at myself at the porridge store; cant speak properly. the auntie was like 'huh?' a few times before she get what i want. then also i brought along a pot so tt i dun need to pay extra $0.20 for the container. then the auntie ask me why i bring so big pot to but so little porridge.

it hurts when i eat the porridge. but got use to it now. watch norbit after that. haha. actually so stupid to buy the VCD. went to buy present for my grandma since it's her birthday today. kinda last min i know. bought essence of chicken and there goes my savings for the week. but ah ma always like adore us, so must return mah. haha. so the same thing for every bd: good food and birthday cake and birthday song. good time.

but happy times always have a few little arguments and unhappiness which get into the way. yah, i had a bit of argument with my second aunt. she always think whatever she say is right, then always like to order ppl around. then i was like talking back to her and telling her that there are many ways to get smth done, not just one way. but she always insist on her way of doing things but like scolding us stupid and everything. really angry with her. she thinks no one dare to talk back to her means she big. hmph. (finally got to use this word. i know how to use liao okie, hmph!) then also not veri happy with some of my cousins, watch tv so loud like their ears spoil like that. then they sitting rite in front of the tv somemore. they small i know, only primary five and below, and guys somemore, so veri active and veri into action movies. then they always like also kept disturbing my di di make me veri angry loh. but there's nth i can do. what to do? they are nei suen what. grand dad loves them. we wai suen need to keep quiet.

came home early cuz there really quite boring and full of anger. haaaiiii. tml going CMPB for checkup. so no need go college.

am still hunting for ppl to watch harry potter with.

just came back from oral surgery. this week nv blog cuz not veri in th mood. cuz a lot of school work and my wisdom tooth kept on giving me problem. then cant focus on what i'm doing. finally today remove the stupid tooth le. then got one week MC. haha. can use it as an excuse to postpone work.

tml ah ma birthday. i still haven think of what to buy for her. haaaiii. now also cant move around too much. if not the blood all flow out. looks like i'm going to be like tt for quite a while.

am looking for ppl to watch harry potter with. and i ask a few ppl liao, no one wanna watch with me (am i boring or what). so if ya wanna just contact me, and please contact me soon, cuz prelims is coming. and too bad, i have to be parade commander again this year. blah!

ahhhhhhh!!!!

ahhhhhhhh! my wisdom tooth giving me problem AGAIN!!! wtf! damn pain. and now i think i'm hooked onto panadol extra. like depend very much on it. every time pain, sure two panadol extra. i think because of tt i feel very tired and sleepy. then some more today in college will black out for a while. like going to die like tt.

damn tired and sleepy. but the pain so unbearable cant go to sleep even when i'm franking tired.

dying....

busy

i am having A levels computing coursework tml. so no time to blog.

jia you to me!